June 24, 2007 The morning of April 27,2007 for reasons I can't explain (maybe it was mother's intuition) but when I got to work I commented to fellow co-workers that I felt really dizzy and just wasn't feeling right, shortly after that is when I received a call from Joe telling me that you were dead. I didn't understand it then and probably never will it seems impossible to comprehend because no one should ever have to bury their children it's just not suppose to happen that way. I do believe however that when you left us that day you took a part of me with you because since then I haven't felt the same physically or emotionally and I know I never will. Life as I knew it was forever changed that day, it's as if I now have a permanent hole in my heart that's unrepairable. I LOVE & MISS YOU so much it truly hurts I just have to believe that when my time comes we will be reunited again, until then you will remain in my thoughts always. Love Mom. Mom (Marie) Lilja (Monticello, IN)